I have been missing you .. So badly till i cant control it no more .
Why must you give me the hope ?? My frend told me this "never cling on to the past and just look forward , and im sure you'll be happy".. I tried .. But the more i tried , i will always be reminded of him . Why? haist .. He gave me the hope . And when sumone told me to make a wish , i did .. But it will not come true .. I swear it wont . Its just a junk wish !! Like wth . It hurtz me badly . Those stuff !! Like arrgh .. Can say no more . Tink i shld folow wat my frend just told me this afternoon .

look on to the bright sight nadiah . he's gone now .. Come on . Forget him !! I know you can do it !

Ouhk now i'm crazy .. hmmmmm ~