Sep 12, 2009

Separation

Haist ... Today , i break up with Ashar .. I was harsh , and i didnt meant to .. when i woke up , he asked asmida to check my phone just to know where i go early in the morning. Taq mcm sial ?
Then he said that he taq sukerh budak2 BP .. Den blahblahblah ... after that i said asl nk lari kn diri ? smpai bilerh nak lari kn diri ? From there kiter gado .. because he dont want to lyn me .. You tell me uhk who's happy when they msg sumone , but they never reply den they only kol you after so many hours of waiting .. Like wtf kn ?

i was so bingit den i lafaz kn bende yg taq sepatut nyer di luah kn . Haist ! taq mcm sial ? My perangai mcm sial .! Haist .. You i mintak maaf .. I harap you maaf kn i .. You , i tahu i bnyk buat silap .. i tahu i bnyk kasi u mrh .. I mintak maaf .. adn i tahu u dah takkn pandang i lagy ... I hope you can find sumone hu is much2 better than me aites ? I'm so sorry ..

To wansha :

Sheril rindu kao . Aku tatawu nk ckp aperh .. And , so soorry kalo aku dah bnyk susah kn kao .. Pasal aku dgn Ashar .. Aku rahu aku dah bnyk susah kn kao . Maafkn aku eyk ?? Haist .. Aku seriously pk aku and ashar can last long . tapi , aku dgn dier slalu gaduh .. and aku slalu mulekan .. Haist . Aku rase aku taq layak untuk dier . Aku still hope yang kiter sumerh masih berkawan and samerh mcm dulu .. sebelum aku matair ngn ashar .. Hasit .. Ko tolong aku jager kn ashar ..

Maafkn semuer silap aku ..