I misss you

If only you read my blog . i'm sure you would understand how i feels .. i cant help it . my mind just cant stop tinking about you . Why ? i'm feelin soo down right now .. i cant stop tinking why must you do this ? yes i know you are stress as you told me so .. but i dont know .. and i keep on going back on my words .. i know i said we will be frends .. but my heart cant take it . i was hoping that we will be together .. i know how you feel .. but please . tink about how others feels too . when i saw you , i just cnt stop crying .. i just cant . when will it stop ? it hurts me dont you know that ? if you already have another gal , why must you bought me all that expensive stuff ? why papa ?? we were so closed ! soo closed to open a new book .. and now ? its all gone .. all the gift you bought for me .. they are here and there .. it was always with me .. how can i forget about you like this ? the memories we had . it was unforgetable . At the keppel bay .. at greenridge shooping centre .. under my block .. at the park .. EVERYWHERE !! everywhere i go will always be reminded of you .. how am i suppossed to forget ? Dont you know how much i loves you and want you ? YES .. I looked like a desperate women ... how can i not ? you gave hope when i was about to fall .. you gave me that .. why must you come back when i was about to put all the psat behind me ? Papa ... i used to call you , and mama you used to call me .. junior .. The bear we name it when you bought it and we even made it together .. i wonder .. how did you just put all that behind you .. You truly hurts me . Papa .. I'll always loved you ... i love you till i'll forget that it ever happen .. A replacement wont be made after all this had happen . even if there is a replacement , it still wont be the same.. the loves story we had together .. i will always remembers .. Now , i hope you will find your true love and be happy .. And i'll be happy when you are happy .. New lesson i truly learnt .. To let your loved one go for the sake of their happiness .. Thank you for all the gift you bought for me ..

Goodbye love !! Goodbye Papa .. I'll miss you i swear to god !