Haist

I told myself to changed ! Changed for the better .. And i did try my best .. I really do .. Den i told myself again , not to fight w him as ilh .. And promise myself to love him whole-heartedly . I take every single word he said seriously .. From the begining till the end ... I was hoping for the new chapter to start ... And now ?? I lost hope .. I know that there is no hope for us .. But don't you know that you're the one who is giving me the hope ?? And now it shatters ! Just like a glass falls to the ground .. Thats how my heart shattered .. How could you do that ?? You dont have to lie to me .. Why must you ??? I cant believe that ! The trust you once break was about to joint back .. And you break it once again .. You already have her .. But u still wan me .. Its like WT ..... Please .. Stop and dont ever2 play with my heart agian .. It was painful .. Dont you know that ?? Haist ... I cried for you , you're the one whom i cried the most for .. Why must you did this to me ?? Why .?? Why must you keep on hurting me whem i'm trying to change for you ?? I cant take it .. Wat shld i do ?? Leave you ??? How to when my heart still says that i love you ?? Haist ... I just cant decide .. U already say BYE to me .. Wat shld i say back ?? Goodbye ?? And giving up already ?? Please somebody .. Find a solution for me ... I cant tink myself ... my brain is playing with me .. And i cnt tink straight ! Arrrgh !!!

I'm sorry PAPA !!!