Wat the ...

Sorry ferr not updating..

I dont know wat went wrong ..
But he's mad at me .
haist ...
I dont know wat to do ..
Is wanna mit me .
I tell ashar .. Bey ashar katerh nk jmperh , jumperh luhh ...
so , i mit lorh ...
Den ashar jealous ...
like wat the F... ..
Dier kasi jumperh , tapi dier mrh ...
Haist ! At first i dont know that he's jealous or mad ...
Tgh nk kol Sheril , tibe2 ashar msg "eh nadiah! Thanx!"
Like wat the f....
I was blank at that moment .. Wondering why ..
Den i kol him ... He said that he's busy and hung up !
A few minutes later Sheril msg telling me that ashar bingit wen he get to know that i meet is ..
Haist ! Kalo mrh pon , jgn ckp gitu boleh taq ashar ?
I dont like .. Haist !
Ieeeeee !!!!! GERAMMM NYERH !!!!Haist !
Nie kalo dah mataer tatawu luhh aperh yg akn jadi ...
Errrh !!!
Panas nyer hati nie !!!!!!!!
Hmmmm ... Watever luhh ...
after i send him one long msg , he apologies ...
Unfortunately , i cant bring myself to forgive him ...
dont know why !!!
i feel like ashar actually dun love me ..
Some times i dun feel his love at all ... WHy ???
Haiyoh!!
Feel so confused !

Does ashar really love me ?
Is he the one ferr me ?
Will he treat me like how is treat me ?
Will he make used of me ?
Will he be able to love me like how i want it to be ?
Will he be able to tolerate my behaviour ?
If no , den his not the one ferr me ...

Haist!

Soo Sorry Ashar !

Will update soon ....