Im confused

Hey alL,

I'm now confused ... Idk hu to choose ..

Which one is best ferr me ? Which one can make me happy ?

Which one will be able to share my unhappiness ?

Which one will be able to Lend me their shoulder wen i'm sad n frustrated ?

Who'll love me wholeheartedly and be able to tolerate with my behaviour ?

Haist !

I'm soo F***ing confused ..

I love Both of them ..

BUT ......

The first guy

He hurtz me .. I cant take it ...

The pain wen he Told "that gerl" that we broke off is still there ...

The tears that roll down my cheek ferr him is like too much !

I cried ferr him each night ...

No more tears for him ..

Itz time i have to comfort myself to cheer up ..

HAIST !!

The second guy
And theres this one more guy , "HIS" bestfren ..

He likes me ...

And , To tell u the truth ....

The day i put my eyes on "this guy",

I haf already had a feeling ferr him ...

But , I see that he has no reaction wen we "lepak" ..

So , i ignore ..

By then wen he confessed that he loved me ,

I'm already attached with his "best Fren" the First guy ..

HAIST ...

In silence , we met up and we chat ...

I laugh ..

He makes me smile and let me forget all my problems even ferr a minute ..

Now , i told him that itz over between us ..

I dont wan to meet him animore ..

BUT now i'm regreting it ...

Because IDK why ...

HAIST ...

Just wat shld i do now ?

Itz Like a mess ...
i made a messed and idk how to clear this mess up ...

I'm sorry HUBBY ......

I was unfaithful to u and i lied to u ..

I'm sorry ..

I'm soo sorry ......

Idk why i did this but i'm lack of your love , care and concern ..

Why cant u just love me like u used to when we first be together ?

Why must everything changed ?

If i have the power to changed the time and date ,

I would changed it to where we first met ..

And it'll be different ...

U keep on hurting me ...

Why ?

HMM .........
I tried to change ferr you ...

I tried to give u love because u said that u cant feel it ..

I tried everytink ...

But do u ever tink the same way ?

I totally cant feel anitink ...

Feels like ure just using me to give u name ...

IDK luhh ....

WHO shLd i trust rite now ?

WHO ??

I just dont know ...

HAIST ....

Soo stress with my life ....